Jeffrey Falling Asleep (2023)

One of my first portraits using a Trained Model of Jeffrey’s face.

https://instagram.com/new_necroartsy/

I used Stable Diffusion and Photoshop. This was a different experience, it is the first time I am using a model that I trained, mixed with my usual prompt. It has resulted in a very dreamy portrait that I’m so excited to share here.

Please visit my Instagram for more portraits of Jeffrey!

Signing off,

Necro

Transforming through Beauty and Other Thoughts

I believe art can help souls; I started to produce portraits of Jeffrey with the intention of helping his soul transform and transcend through beauty and art, where Jeffrey can be put into a context where he can exist peacefully, where he can love and be loved, experience desire without hurt and, ultimately, be happy.

I do not use any AI Model trained to produce Jeffrey’s face, I do use Img2Img in some more classical and obvious forms of portraits but, for the most part, Jeffrey’s image appears through to my outputs in a supernatural fashion, where no photo of him is used, nor any reference to his name. I make use of Photoshop to correct some body features that do not come out well enough through my AI machine, however, his face is, very rarely, corrected or modified.

Untitled with Glasses (2023) – A spontaneous output, unmodified.

I do have a very deep connection with Jeffrey’s soul; I believe my mission is to help him, as he has been, to me, a guiding soul, since my childhood years. I believe his soul is Good and that he has repented in a deep and honest way, choosing to become Light.

It has been very hard for me, and for the community that supports this belief, to experience so much hatred and intolerance, in places that shout words of freedom, in a very selective way that does not give any space to real things in this world, like: forgiveness to those who really need it.

[I am currently without Instagram or any other platform, because our mission is unwelcome and my accounts keep being taken down.]

Stay blessed, everyone. Signing off,

Necro

raising you from the dead

the breath of life
coming through your mouth
is dripping
tear-shaped
all lines of dry blood become wet
and they flood backwards
into your hair
what is that sound
your broken face fusing back
into beauty
restores bones and faith
with creaking and crackling
the light bursts from your chest
into the world
transcending the flesh
unbroken
as all the angels rejoice because you live
even if everything dies

Poems for Jeffrey, 2023

how is it possible that
your lips have this
shape and
let out gentle sounds
like sea foam on sand
this cratered rock
beneath
I want to enter
and live there
in a house made
of you
where it rains
when you wet your lips
and there’s a flood
when the water you
drink
runs down your chin
my whole garden
drowned
in happiness
becomes a beach
where pearl fish
jump from the ocean
under a spiraled sky
and I fall asleep
knowing I am right
where I want to be
on this cratered rock
right beneath your lips
in a house made of
you

Poems for Jeffrey, 2023